Liljan

Everything I am,
you are not - you haven't ever been- you will never be!

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting, try to kill it all away, but I remember everything

What have I become, my sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away In the end
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else, I am still right here

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way